Nothingness.

It’s like one day I am full of emotions, from sadness to happiness. one day i can’t stop talking and the next i can’t utter the right words to say. I feel the world and the next day, i feel nothing at all. I forget how it feels to be in love and i forget how it feels to love. I start losing myself all over again. To be completely serious, i don’t know myself yet. I know i like the color pink and I’m inspired to be something great. but when it comes to love and trust, i don’t know how to do it. I always had such a problem when it came to relationships. I suppose I’ve never been in a real relationship because i never knew what i wanted.

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Sometimes, it’s easier to tell a stranger something very personal. It`s like there’s less risk, opening yourself up to someone who doesn’t know you.
Linwood Barclay (via hplyrikz)

I am not perfect. I do a lot of fucked up shit. I admit that I am wrong and I go back and do it again. I am impulsive and I will always be like this. I cannot change that about myself, because as crazy as it is. That is who I am, that’s what makes me Salley. I would be damned if I sat here and try to conform myself to fit your mole of being a perfect person. “Don’t talk to people that hurt you. Stop being that way. Making things up in my head. Not seeing the worst in people.” I am a rebel. I never listen to what anyone had to say to me. I have never did things the way I am suppose to. Call me crazy and call me names, I’ll take it all but at the end of the day this is me. Don’t you dare judge me on my decision. I’m sorry that it does not live up to your expectation but this is my life, I live for my own expectations. I needed someone there to talk to. If I make a mistake, let me. at the end of the day it is my mistake and I have to suffer for it. not you, so I will not let you tell me that is and is not okay. I’ve done a lot of wrong things but you’re not helping me by all the name callings. So yeah, I want to leave this place because this does not bring out the best of me. I rather be alone then in a room full of people picking at my life and my decision.

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I think she’s special. She doesn’t need anyone. Like that’s the thing. Even if we were together, she wouldn’t really belong to me. She doesn’t belong to anything. She’s off in her own world…
Childish Gambino (via startswithg00dbye)

Anonymous said: Hey, do you have a pof account, or is that a fake account?

WHATS A POF ACCOUNT?

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Sometimes i think its my fault for being in this position. For letting people treat me the way that they did.
Lovelytrainwreck (via lovelytrainwreck)
I deal with your shit because I care.

donasoar:

If I didn’t, I would of walked out of your life. You need to start realizing the people who actually care to stay around and deal with you. Seriously, appreciate everything. Even if it’s little.

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Show me you’re worth it

wuzguccidoe:

I’m tired of hearing lies. Show me that you actually mean what you say. Show me you’re worth staying for. Show me how much you need me. I don’t want to believe in lies anymore. I’m tired of getting hurt. I’m tired of bullshit.

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It doesn’t matter if it’s a relationship, a lifestyle, or a job. If it doesn’t make you happy let it go.
William Chapman  (via davidphaam)